Guys R Dumb...

...and that just sucks.

*Let's say a girl likes a guy, a lot...and she can tell he likes her back, BUT let's say this girl is not as outgoing or spunky as other girls-you ACTUALLY have to make an effort to get to know HER. Another girl gives this guy the attention that all boys want, and of course he forgets about that other girl cuz hey..she didn't really really go for him as much as he'd like & she didn't make out with him.*

It seems like this is the story of my life...or somewhere along these lines. I would like to blame the boys but hey...they can't help but be dumb. I'm to blame because yes I fear rejection, but I guess I really don't care, because eventually a guy will maybe take the time to get to know me & it'll be worth it for the both of us.If not, I'll deal, because I'm not going to become easy.

I think I deserve that kind of guy. HOPEFULLY one day a guy will wake up & accept this kind of challenge (and I'd be the reward) of not getting what he wants just as soon as he wants it. HOPEFULLY they'll get tired of this whole process of finding the easiest girl.

BAHAHAHAHAHA 8]

Youth Conference

I was very uneasy about going to my sister's ward's Youth Conference. I was being stupid & I hope I won't be again because if I wouldn't have gone I woulda missed out on some things I needed to experience. I had a blast & I got to know those people more than I know my own ward & I felt more a part of it. There were 4 boys but hey they were some hilarious guys, & the girls were friendly & accepting once you got to know them (which was easy). The leaders were so amazing. The ward was like this perfectly crazy family!

I got to know this girl Ashlee the most because we had a lot in common, but all the girls were awesome! But I'm SO glad I had that experience & I kinda wish I could go to their church every Sunday even after summer. I'm extremely proud of myself for opening up (not as fast as I woulda liked but nonetheless I did) and being myself, accepting & being open to rejection-which there was none thankfully. I think they made it easier for me to be myself though. I look back & think if i would have done this maybe even last year, I would have been half satisfied with being shy & quiet the whole time. It feels so good NOT to do that haha. I just hope I can do it again.
....Also I look like poo in these pictures....we were camping & I made retod faces...I just wasn't the prettiest haha THAT'S OK! :)

Before Manti


Playing Human Foosball & other sorts of games

Me, Shlee, Jaxson takin a time out from ultimate frisbee.

Teeeeter totter :) we're kinda amazing. (I'm on the other side of 'Herman' he's awesome!)


The Manti Temple!

Logan(Twinkletoes), Jaxson, Me, Ashlee, Mckell, Christian, & Kaden(Herman :))

Me, Ashlee, Mckell, Christina @ some random place we stopped.

Christina & 'Shlee'


Me & Mckell



4 wheeling on the Geocache...thing...

They definitely had some gooood food



Our wonderful service project

Summer so far

Here's an update on what I've been doing so far. My summer hasn't been oh so exciting but mostly relaxing/chill whatever & I've enjoyed it. I got to thinking & um turns out I can't stay up here doing this kinda stuff forever (I'm kinda in my own little world up here), I have to go back to Blanding & graduate. *sigh* it's life. I do miss my friends in Blanding but I'm sure they're all doing their thang & I will see them again soon yaaaay! k so here goes:

Mud slide:

Moab trips:






Goblin Valley:



Airshow:


Living Aquarium:
I don't have my pictures of these (Lynnell has them all :)) But this place was pretty cool. The things I liked best were the stingrays that you could touch (I didn't tho) the octopus, & the jellyfish mmhmm.

The birth of my new niece Caydence Dawn Porter:




and uh..there will be more updates I guess. :)